Author in Progress

      As I did my Emerson writing I noticed that I need a whole lot more information about the story to actually write about it. I could have read more of 'Self Reliance' to get more information about it.

I have a huge question for anyone that can answer it.
Why is it that a person claims to "love you" but yet keeps hurting you? Why cant they just let you move on? why cant they just be honest in the beginning? Like am I not worthy of your honesty even if I was completely honest with you? I am so confused.

My life
       I decide to make a mistake that I will now forever regret, my parent is aware of what I did almost a year ago and I get grounded for a mistake. I accept that I should have said something sooner and should have heard it from me, but getting grounded for a mistake seems like an injustice. Mistakes aren't meant to be punished for, they exist to be learned from. People make mistakes everyday. I just decided to keep my mistake to myself. Being the middle child of divorced parents who didn't finish raising me, really came with some consequences but I should have been smarter to know between right and wrong. I just really hope I can come back from this one day.

Me
I want to change the way I look. I want to dye my hair dark navy and pierce my nose. I want to wear dark lipstick and shade in my eyebrows because I can. I want to not wear makeup and not be told that I look 'dead'. I want to be who I want to be.

 

Sneak peak 

 

 

As I am burning music into a CD I start to realize how relaxing yet interesting my music is. Hopefully Dr.Preston enjoys it as much as I do.

PSAT
It was a pain in the butt to sit in the ethel pope for 5 freaken hours. Plus it was cold in there. The only funny thing that happened was my stomach growling every 5 seconds cause of how hungry I was.

Since i dont have a dog to cuddle with or walk around I choose to do all that with my dwarf bunny that acts like a dog at times. So yes i do cuddle with my bunny and walk him in a leash. His names Blu.

And somehow he knows where his snacks come from

Homecoming Rally is THIS Friday and we barely started practices for the skit today. Never have I ever felt this much pressure in my life. Hopefully I don't mess up and look like a dumbass in front of the whole school.

My American Voice
   
   Its right to speak up when you see someone being in danger because of another person, when you feel like there is an injustice, when someone is talking crap about you, when you're being attacked, I mean there's so many reasons for you to speak up. I speak up when I feel like I am being attacked or when someone's judging someone else or when I am being disrespected. When I speak up, I speak with decency (if I am not mad, if I am mad I bring the whole cursing book out), I speak with my loud voice and I talk fast. I also give them a look to scare them a little so they know that I am being dead serious and its not something to joke with. I do think before I speak, I don't want to offend the person but I do want them to see what they are doing wrong, I want them to see things the way that myself or the other person sees it. I always look for the right words to say and I TRY to be as polite as I can, its hard to be polite to a jerk face but when I think about it you have to show that guy or girl who the bigger person is and not get on their level because then you'll be just like them. 

Vocab: Fall List #6
1. Meme: an element of a culture or system of behavior that may be considered to be passed from one individual to another by nongenetic means, especially imitation
2. Virus: an infective agent that typically consists of a nucleic acid molecule in a protein coat, is too small to be seen by light microscopy, and is able to multiply only within the living cells of a host
3. Blog: online journal
4.  wiki: a website that allows collaboration editing of its content and structure by its users
5. URL: Uniform resource identifier
6. Website: A location connected to the internet that maintains one or more pages on the World Wide Web
7. www: (world wide web) is a network of the online content  that is formatted in the HTLM and is accessed via HTTP
8. Internet: The global communication network that allows almost all computers worldwide to connect and exchange information
9. 2.0: Used to denote a superior or more advanced version of an original concept, produce, service, etc.
10. Open Source: Denoting software for which the original source code is ade freely available and may be redistributed and modified



 

 

 

 

team vocab test

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

So I decide to play "fuk the police" in the car and a cop goes by and my dads like "fuck the police" 😂😂😂😂😂😂Im dying

Self love is the biggest thing in life, might not seem like it but it is. You have to be able to be proud of the person you are becoming. If something is bothering you about yourself then change it. Be a better person, work on yourself for you. Give yourself pep talks, make yourself feel good, be you. Let everyone see how imperfect, flawed, quirky, weird, and amazing you actually are and not give a shit about what anyone thinks. Regardless of how anyone thinks of you, choose to be happy and love yourself. Give yourself that love that you deserve, because self love is the best love. 

Vocabulary: Fall list numero 5
venomous: secreting venom; capable of injecting venom by means bite or sting 

stolid: Calm, dependable, and showing little emotion or animation

hypnotized: produce of state of hypnosis in someone

suspended: temporarily prevent from continuing or being in force or effect 

transformed: making a throughout a dramatic change in form, appearance or character of.

accuse: charge (someone) with offense or crime

anticipate: regard as probable: expect or predict

fringe: not part of the mainstream: unconventional, peripheral, or extreme

melancholy: sad or pensive

earnestly: fervent, intent, purposeful, determined, industrious, ambitious

dissolve : become or cause to become incorporated into a liquid so as to form a solution.

aggravate: make (a problem, injury, or offense) worse or more serious

illuminate: light up

capillary: the smallest type of blood vessel in your body

proboscis: the long thin nose of some animals such as an elephant

Debating whether I should get some sleep or not, considering that it's almost 3 in the morning and I need to be awake again by 4:30ish. Hmm, go to sleep and wake up late and rush in the morning OR stay up and "wake up" early and not rush. Decisions decisions.

My life at 1:18 in the morning
As I am going through my blog, I start to realize that in the beginning I posted so little, but once I got the hang of it I started posting more and more. I even figured out how to make it look a lot more interesting! Well this was fun but I now have to get back to my Spanish homework :/

https://www.facebook.com/DailyMail/videos/1415142538545490/
This kid inspires me

Currently disliking my sub. Got put on blast and got called a hooligan for putting my feet on the chair. That's a great way to start my afternoon 🤔

Currently craving Hot Cheetos with lemon